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Why is it so hard?

Thursday, January 5th, 2006

Why is writing so hard sometimes?

In the past week I’ve been staring at my computer pretty much all day and what do I have to show for it?

10 measly pages!?!?!

I guess to some that’s considered a lot but why can I sometimes sit down and do those same ten pages in a matter of hours and sometimes it takes me three days? Andn I don’t even think they’re 10 good pages!

I don’t know what the problem is.

I’m excited about this story. Really excited. I don’t know which direction I want it to go in, but I never do so that shouldn’t be slowing me down.

I hate this. I hate the teeth pulling, what feels like the opening of a vein to get things down on paper…

Hell, I can’t even manage to get the words to come out in a blog post.

So, somebody tell me, how do I make this go away. I’ve already given myself permission to write crap (and oh boy, am I). I want to get back with the flow. Won’t someone out there wave their magic wand and make it so?